Friday was my last day at my cleaning job. Today (Sunday-i haven't slept yet so it's still Sunday) was my last day at massage. Last night was my last night in my bed.
Everyone keeps saying they are so excited that I am following "my dream."
To be honest I don't know what my dream is.
There were multiple stretches where I didn't think I was going to make it this long.
I had one goal and it was Get Out.
Which I did and it has been one day at a time since.
I don't like the idea that There Has To Be One Goal.
Sometimes there's one goal. Sometimes life is just one day at a time. Sometimes you don't know what it is that you want. Sometimes you know what you want and all the steps to get there.
None of these are bad. Everyone's life is different and everyone needs to figure out their own path.
Idk just the whole thing where everyone thinks I'm following my dream-if y'all know my dreams can you fill me in, cause I haven't got a clue.
Everyone keeps saying they are so excited that I am following "my dream."
To be honest I don't know what my dream is.
There were multiple stretches where I didn't think I was going to make it this long.
I had one goal and it was Get Out.
Which I did and it has been one day at a time since.
I don't like the idea that There Has To Be One Goal.
Sometimes there's one goal. Sometimes life is just one day at a time. Sometimes you don't know what it is that you want. Sometimes you know what you want and all the steps to get there.
None of these are bad. Everyone's life is different and everyone needs to figure out their own path.
Idk just the whole thing where everyone thinks I'm following my dream-if y'all know my dreams can you fill me in, cause I haven't got a clue.
You're doing the best you can, and the thing with the best is that it changes day to day. SO, YOU'RE RIGHT, everyone (for the most part) is taking it one day at a time. And that's okay.
ReplyDeleteI'm proud of you for making the changes you needed to make to get out. So long, Philly!
I'll admit that I'm a very goal-oriented person. But as I've gotten more into the adult world, I've realize that sometimes just taking things day to day is the way to go. It's okay to have a broader goal/dream in mind, but it's also okay to just be doing your best each day to do what makes you happy or even just to keep going for a while. And it's okay to change your mind about what you want to do, too! Congrats on all the "lasts" and on getting out.
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